one borneo fc.

so finally got my number n jersey. semalam vs dan dan fc. we won 1 - 0. dan dan was great. they were just unlucky i guess. anyway. im happy to play with this team.

brother - sister night out

yesterday fanna called me. she invited me to go buka with her. since dah lama x hangout, i said yes. suppose to meet each other at 5.30 but fanna got bored. so instead 5.30, we went to the city 1st at 4.30. jalan2 there, jumpa a few friends then we went to bintang cafe at victoria park. buka there then went back to the city. do abit of shopping then chill kat merchant cafe. drinking coffee. it was nice. lots of entertainer on the streets that night. fanna! we shoud spend more brother - sister time. hahaha

Mengenang Peristiwa Ramadan ‘PEPERANGAN Al BADR’

Mengenang Peristiwa Ramadan ‘PEPERANGAN Al BADR’

Satu program mengenang peristiwa Ramadan ‘PEPERANGAN Al BADR’ akan diadakan:

Tempat: room G202 social sciences building, UWA (rujuk peta)
Tarikh: 20 September 2008
Masa: 10.30a.m. - 2.00p.m.

Mengapa BADAR?

Terdapat banyak pengajaran di dalam kisah Peperangan Badar yang berlaku pada 17 Ramadan, Tahun 2 Hijrah dan adalah rugi jika kita tidak dapat menerapkannya dalam kehidupan kita. Tarikh keramat 17 Ramadhan adalah satu ulang tahun kejayaan yang tentunya menjadi kenangan manis kepada seluruh umat Islam sejagat. Tarikh di mana bertembungnya dua pasukan yang mempunyai dua visi yang berlainan ; satu pihak ingin mencari keredhaan Allah SWT manakala satu pihak mencari keredhaan dunia. Allah SWT ternyata menyebelahi hamba-hambaNya yang sabar dengan menurunkan pertolongan yang tidak sama sekali terduga oleh akal manusia. Nyata sekali betapa besarnya kudrat manusia, jika berdepan dengan kekuatan taqwa dan iman, ia terlalu rapuh dan terlalu mudah untuk ditewaskan. Oleh itu, program ini dirangka agar kita dapat meningkat keimanan kita kepada Allah melalui kisah-kisah nabi.

Klip Promosi “Peperangan AL Badr”

“Ya Allah, aku menagih janji dan jaminan-Mu. Ya Allah, jika Kamu binasakan kelompok ini (pejuang-pejuang mukmin), Kamu tidak akan disembah lagi di muka bumi.” (Nabi Muhammad saw)

p/s: digalakkan utk menyatakan kehadiran anda melalui balasan email

email to: miarasigheart04@yahoo.com

Kelolaan FAMSY

slow life..

today buka puasa kat rumah aunty mimi. dia masal pajeri nenas. lamaaaa x makan. haih.. i miss malaysian food.suppose ada meeting with masca at makan2 cafe untuk event raya. got canceled plak. ape la masca nih. im sooo bored right now. kalau kat malaysia mmg takkan boring. perth is soooo boring la. im getting tired of it. and most of my friends yg rajin layan me online pon dah xde. semua seems bz la, n some started to show no interst in me dah. dah malas nak layan. boring arh!

transperth

tadi, the whole train line was canceled. sebab? drivers protest nak naik gaji. wth!!!!! i went out ot the house at 11.30 nak pergi unni. got lab today at 1.20. sampai city nak naik train, xde! nasib baik ada substitute buses. so wait for the bus for about half an hour. sampai je naik. and the bus actually stop at every train station to mu uni. it was soo annoying! i mean, normally id take me 30 min to reach uni but instead, the bus took 2.5 hours to reach joondy! nasib biak keluar rumah awal. kalau tak bye bye lab!

16 september?

what happen ni? are we suppose to have a new government today? new pm? what happen to anwar? he kept telling us he got enough numbers to take over the government. trying to get as many as they could parliament member from BN to jump over to PKR. I still cant understand about all these agenda that we have in our politics. not to mention corruption! Look at Australia for example, i like it here i mean, after the election, thats it. theres no riot, no protesting no nothing! Y cant we be like that? I know Malaysia has lots n lots of resource. we have herbs, oils, tin and lots more. Malaysia is a rich country and im sure of it. but with all the corrupted politician sucking away our money... jawap la korang kat kiamat.

punk'd

apek u just got punk'd!! happy 26th birthday :D

majlis buka puasa..

i havent been reading AL-Quran for 4 days now. haih.. need to catch up. got lots of event last weekend. friday rumah hana. buka puasa n trawikh. saturday kent st hall. majlis buka puasa by MAWAR and UMNO. masak kari kambing the whole day sampai x sempat mandi. hahahha. sunday pulak my house buat makan2 buka puasa. lots of ppl came. x pernah2 ramai mcm tu. kalah raya. then isnin ade test. which is tadi. still belum tido since last night sbb studying.. zzzzzzz

aaahhhh

its 3.45 am.. im still awake studying digital signal processing.

denial huh?

why does certain people love to condemn me? i just wrote what i felt and post it on my blog. and she said that im in denial. if its not true then why would i write it and post it in my blog? she tried to give her opinion on me, what she thinks of me. i know myself way better then yo do seriously! dont just simply jump into conclusion and judge me straight. you barely know me. and just because of me rejected her opinion, dont want to listen hey yada yada about me as if she knows me better then i do, she started to post her own blog saying bad things about me. i didnt say anything about her. i just dont want to listen to her opinion about me n my life. she can do whatever she want but im not gonna say anything bad about her. haih life is soo funny. why does certain people sukaaa sgt menyibuk hal orang lain? i didnt do anything to u.


this is her post. u'll be the judge




dat stupid bastard is really disgusting!!!!! what does he want.. if i seem to give my on opinion on things then, he started to bite.. n biting.. like he wudnt let me talk.. is like what i said is disgusting n that he wudnt want to knw.. n he care less.. mangkok ayon.. gile sial.. laki yg pelik.. only care bout he himself.. jerk.. berlagak nak mamposs... pikir hebat sgt.. i'll show him whose hebat.. bodo gile.. nak ckp skit pon tk bleh.. nak give opinion pon tkleh... eeeeeeeeeeee.........i hate that bastard!!!!!! gile.. poyo nak mampos.. his life is so pathethic that he is just filling up his heart with what he thinks that oww, yea, maybe sumone wud marry me.. dude, IF U R A LOSER, FACE IT!!!! CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE STILL SINGLE FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS.. N THEY R NOT IN DENIAL.. THE FACT IS THAT U R.. IN DENIAL LIKE SHIT.. U R JUST SAYING THAT U DONT NEED A GF BLA BLA BLAH JUST BECOZ U R HURT N THAT U STILL CANT FACE THE FACT THAT UR LONELY!!!!.. DUDE!!!!!!!!! GET A LIFE LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gemuk?

Q arrived here yesterday after spending a month in malaysia to get married. (congratulation btw,) sampai je that night, dia bawa CD kawin dia and in was really really grand! especially masa majlis dekat sarawak. semua menteri turun. mmg dasyat. after that dia pasang this 1 cd yg diorang record here in perth masa 2005. all of my friends in that video were wayyy thinner 3 years ago. now sumer dah berisi.. n there are a few people said that im getting chubby? ahhh! aku tanak gemuk!

prada shoe for sale!!

got it as a present tapi malang sungguh kaki x muat. retail price, 400++ aud. im selling it for 200 aud. saiz, 8.5 us

9 / 11

haih, terrorism. i didnt get it, y? y would people want to do such things? killing innocent ppl in the name of islam? you got it all wrong my friend! junjungan besar kita pernah bersabda " jika kau menyakiti orang2 yg beragama lain, kau menyakiti ku juga. which is true! we need to respect other religion. kena la set good example. ni tak. see what happens now? memburukkan lagi nama islam! jeezz u ppl are stupid!


btw way, i have no class today. woke up, pergi consulate's office amik P.A. system for this coming UMNO event, then pergi rumah helwa, another guitar class session. my most rajin student. good good. then hanta mael pergi kerja, go masjid sapai habis trawikh, jemput q from airport.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAEL!!!!! hang dah 29 nieh bila nak kawin weh??? takkan aku kena kawin dulu!

blog oh blog

kepada blog2 kawanku yg lain, UPDATE LA BLOG!!! asyik sama je........

dream..

i had a dream last night. about my late grandfather. he died in my dream and i was crying. god i miss him... APAK, i will always pray for you insyallah...

im lame, i know

lots of ppl thinks that im desperate for a relationship. and by doing those poll on the net is lame. first thing first, i dont give a damn about what ppl think of me. they can say whatever they want. however there are a few people who dosent think that im lame and i called them, my true friends. they know that im doing it for fun instead of a desperate + lame attempt to get a relationship. ok i admit it would be nice if i have one but the thing is, i'll just go with the flow. i mean life is not just about being all lovey-dovey. there are lots of wonderful things in life. i have other responsibility as well such as my study, my family and my religion. dont get it wrong, im not saying that relationship is not that important. if a have one, my gf will be one of the top list of my commitment and responsibility list. my point is, i am not the "i-need-to-have-a-gf-to-live" type of a person. it would be nicer if i have one but im doing fine all by myself for now. some ppl said that im a loser for being single too long and for still being a virgin. WTH??? what is wrong with this world? i have my faith in my religion which is islam. Its karma. i believe in ALLAH.

dont quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won, had he stuck it out.

Don't give up though the pace seems slow
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

my 5 days poll

so, finally ive decided to end my poll on msn, ym and facebook. the feedback was pretty good. but then ive decided t end it before things get worse. the result were 12-yes and 4-no. but then again, most of the girls who said yes were someone else's girlfriend. And plus, i was told nobody wants to actually marry me. they were just being nice. which is so true. I guess Im still far from geting a relationship. lol

dialog

nama kawan dirahsiakan diatas sebab2 maruah hahaha!!!

MR. A : kau study ape kat sini

ME : electronics and communication engineering

MR. A : owh kau budak scholar mana?

ME : FAMA

MR. A : FAMA? tu bukan pokok2 and pertanian tu ke ? asal diorang hanta kau buat engineering?

ME : =_="

RAMADHAN......

Sayidina Ali Abi Talib r.a meriwayatkan sebuah hadith daripada Rasulullah s.a.w iaitu jawapan baginda ketika ditanya oleh para sahabat mengenai fadhilat dan kelebihan solat Tarawih pada setiap malam di bulan Ramadhan. Baginda bersabda yang maksudnya,


Malam ke 1
Diampuni dosa-dosa orang yang beriman sebagaimana keadaannya baru dilahirkan


Malam ke 2
Diampunkan dosa orang-orang yang beriman yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih, serta dosa-dosa kedua ibubapanya


Malam ke 3
Para malaikat di bawah ‘Arasy menyeru kepada manusia yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih itu agar meneruskan solatnya pada malam-malam yang lain, semuga Allah akan mengampunkan dosa-dosa mereka


Malam ke 4
Memperolehi pahala sebagaimana pahala yang diperolehi oleh orang-orang yang menbaca kitab-kitab Taurat, Zabur, Injil dan Al-Quran


Malam ke 5
Dikurniakan pahala seumpama pahala orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat di Masjidil Haram, Masjid Madinah dan Majidil Aqsa


Malam ke 6
Dikurniakan pahala seumpama pahala malaikat-malaikat yang bertawaf di Baitul Makmur serta setiap batu dan tanah berdoa agar diampunkan dosa-dosanya


Malam ke 7
Seolah-olah dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa a.s serta menolongnya itu menentang Fir’aun dan Hamman


Malam ke 8
Dikurniakan pahala sebagaimana pahala yang dikurniakan ke atas Nabi Ibrahim a.s


Malam ke 9
Dikurniakan pahala serta diangkat ibadahnya seperti Nabi Muhammad s.a.w


Malam ke 10
Dikurniakan ke atasnya kebaikan hidup di dunia dan akhirat


Malam ke 11
Meninggal dunia di dalam keadaan seperti ia baru dilahirkan


Malam ke 12
Dibangkitkan di akhirat di dalam keadaan mukanya bercahaya


Malam ke 13
Dibangkitkan di akhirat di dalam keadaan aman dari sebarang kejahatan dan keburukan


Malam ke 14
Malaikat-malaikat akan datang menyaksikannya serta Allah S.W.T tidak akan menyesatkannya


Malam ke 15
Malaikat-malaikat yang memikul ‘Arasy dan Kursi akan berselawat dan memohon agar Allah S.W.T mengampunkannya


Malam ke 16
Allah S.W.T menuliskan baginya dari kalangan mereka yang terlepas dari api neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga


Malam ke 17
Allah S.W.T menulis baginya pahala sebanyak pahala para nabi-nabi


Malam ke 18
Malaikat akan menyeru, “Wahai hamba Allah sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T telah redha ke atas mu dan ke atas kedua ibubapa mu.”


Malam ke 19
Allah S.W.T akan meninggikan darjatnya di dalam syurga Firdaus


Malam ke 20
Allah S.W.T mengurniakan ke atasnya pahala sekelian orang yang mati shahid dan orang yang soleh


Malam ke 21
Allah S.W.T akan membina untuknya sebuah mahligai di dalam syurga daripada cahaya


Malam ke 22
Ia akan dibangkitkan pada hari kiamat dalam keadaan aman dari sebarang huru-hara pada hari tersebut

Malam ke 23
Allah S.W.T akan membina untuknya sebuah bandar di dalam syurga daripada cahaya


Malam ke 24
Dikurniakan ke atasnya pahala dua puluh tahun ibadat


Malam ke 25
Dilepaskan dari seksa kubur


Malam ke 26
Dikurniakan ke atasnya pahala empat puluh tahun ibadat


Malam ke 27
Dikurniakan ke atasnya kemudahan melintasi titian sirat seperti kilat


Malam ke 28
Allah S.W.T menaikkan kedudukannya seribu darjat diakhirat


Malam ke 29
Dikurniakan ke atasnya pahala seribu haji yang mabrur


Malam ke 30
Allah S.W.T memberikan penghormatan kepadanya dengan Firman-Nya, “Wahai hambaku, makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau ingini untuk dimakan di dalam syurga dan mandilah kamu di dalam sungai yang bernama Salsabil serta minumlah air dari telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad s.a.w yang bernama Al-Kauthar.”


Selain dari fadhilat-fadhilat yang tersebut di atas, terdapat banyak dan berbagai lagi fadhilat dan keutamaan solat Tarawih dan Qiamulail di malam bulan Ramadhan sebagaimana yang disebutkan di dalam hadith-hadith Rasulullah s.a.w

SELAMAT BERPUASA DAN BERTARAWIH

UMNO Annual Merdeka Cup 2008

well... thats done. and trust me im relieved! soooo soooo relieved! With the test, assignment and all.. organizing this event wasn't easy. Had to do most of the work all by myself haih.... glad everything went well tho there were a few tense moment and not a single person appreciate all the work that ive done except the committee. ppl kept complaining the work ive done fer them. hey at least im trying my best. and it went well right? i know i cant satisfy everyone. i dont care about all that. im just doing my job as an exco member of UMNO.

balik kampung~~

malaysia airline. 30th nov. arriving in KLIA 10.30. owh mee goreng mamak ku~ here i come

1st week of uni.

MONDAY

suppose to have class from 8.30 to 4.30 non stop. Wake up at 6.30 go to uni. the 1st class was canceled, owh well i got another class in 4 hours. Stayed in the campus for the next 4 hours and turn out the next class was canceled as well. grr....

TUESDAY

Suppose to have a lab for analog electronics today at 1.30. went to uni and c the lecturer. he said "owh i forgot to make an online announcement. there are no lab on 1st week. duh!

WEDNESDAY

4 hours of lectures for analog electronics and im already left behind. WTH!!!!

THURSDAY

no class today

Friday

didnt even bother to go the uni.

national conference games, brisbane

APAK

"Disco dulu takde apa2. I love to go there and dance twist with mamie". And he show me his twist move. I miss that time. I miss my grandfather, Apak. Apak is a cheerful type of a person. He love to make jokes and laugh. he speaks English very well too. I love to sit and listen to his story about his life when he was young, how naughty papa was last time and the best part is when he tried to how me his twist move. Apak, currently Im listening to your favorite song, Nat King Cole. Ahhh I miss him soo much! Apak, may you rest in peace. I will pray for you always. Al-Fatihah....

error error

OK! I know that im suppose to post stuff about my trip last week. I really wanted to but I cant seems to transfer the pictures from my external hard disk in to my computer. Every time I did, My Pc will crash and goes to the blue screen and it stated there "beginning to dump of physical memory" or something like that. ARGHHH I really wanted to post everything and its gonna be a very long post. Maybe i'll divide it into a couple of post. We'll see.

gloomy

its been raining the whole day today. no sun shine at all. very gloomy indeed. Its officially a lazy day for me. woke up at 10.30 not knowing what should i do today. ive been sitting in my room for like almost all the time then i decided to go to poknik's house to get all of our vacation pictures that i've transfered from my camera into his laptop during our trip a couple of time because of the limited memory in my camera. owh and about the vacation, i'll write about it tomorrow since all of the pictures are already with me . ahhhh its 1.40 am and im still not sleepy. we just had makan2 in my house because Q's wife just arrived today. we had bbq chickens, ayam masak lemak and sup kambing. lots of people came ang most of them are sarawakian. luckily and can understand sarawak language. It was quite nice. my friends are planning for another trip next weekend. we're going down south of western australia. i heard they have a really nice scenery over there. more pictures need to be taken then. lol

my interview in nst.

ok so my brother just ym me. he said that i was in yesterday nst newspaper (sunday 13,7,08) so go n cari nst cepat!!! :D or you can just visit this website http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Sunday/LearningCurve/20080713003531/article

jumbo kebab

There was this one time in Gold Coast. I went to this one kebab store in harbor Town Gold Coast. It was the first time I saw a kebab store with different kebab size.

me: Is this place Halal?

kebab guy: yes it is. im a muslim

me: ok so can i have a chicken kebab

kebab guy: what size sir?

me: size? what size do you have?

kebab guy: we have small, medium and jumbo

me: how big is the jumbo size?

kebab guy: its bigger then the medium size.

me: =_="

syaza

i know ure gonna read this sooner or later. I just wanna say thanks for reading my blog constantly. Its good to know that someone actually care. :D thx again

dialog of the day

apek : weh arituh aku masuk satu kedai ni ape ntah nama dia fiuk? fuik? x reti nak sebut

me: kedai tu jual ape?

apek: baju. lawa2 seh tapi mahal

me: owh FCUK lah!!!!!!!

apek: mane aku tau!

back in perth

just got back last night. I have lots of stories and pictures to tell n show to u guys. i'll post the stories n pictures when im ready ayte?

travelling

ok just finished packing I think. My flight it at 12.00 am today. Im off to Brisbane, Gold Coast and Melbourne! I've been looking forward to all of this. Hopefully things goes well. Im heading Brisbane first for MASCA games. I'll be playing futsal for Perth. :D wish me luck ya! Anyone who wants anything from the eastern state please let me know. If i manage to get online over there, I will update otherwise, I will bring back lots and lots of picture dont worry! lol

Once Again I Write...

This pen, this paper is once again my savior.
I write to save my sanity.
I write to ease my heart.
I write to cleanse my soul.
I write to feel alive.
I write to keep my mind strong and my thoughts clear.
I write my words of sorrow, despair, pain, and love, as well as words of wisdom.
I write so that one day someone will truly know me.

This paper, this pen is once again my inspiration.
It is the inspiration to what I see.
It is the inspiration to what I hear.
It is the inspiration to what I feel.
It is the inspiration to the art I create.
It is the inspiration to what I draw.
It is the inspiration to the love for my love
It is the inspiration to the love for my family
It is the inspiration to the love for my friends

This pen, this paper is once again my savior.
Once again I write to say thank you my timeless friends.
Thank you for saving me time and time again.

y am i here?

Sometime I just sit all by myself and start thinking ' what am I doing here? ' Yes I know that I'm
studying but at the same time, I have this thing in my mind, ' why didn't I just continue my
studies in Malaysia? I mean, my life is over there, thats my home. I just cant help it feeling guilty
towards my parents. With RM 20, 000 tuition fees for one semester which is only four month by
the way not to mention the living cost here that is extremely expensive. If my parents are rich
then I wouldn't mind but Unfortunately, were are just a middle class family.


I cant stand having this feeling that I'm putting a great burden to my family in every way!
Mentally and physically. Sometime I just want to stop all of this and just go home. Seriously I
don't know what should I do. I'm totally paralyzed. What should I do? Should I just ring my
parents and tell them everything that I feel? I know how much my mum want me to study so
that I have a Brighter future. It shows how much she love me and yes i do notice that. Thats y
Didn't tell them about all this because it might break their heart. I envy those rich people who
didn't have any problem financially. All they do is just have fun. They still can afford to travel
and shopping and stuffs.


Should i just stay here and burden my family or should I just go back to Malaysia? Its cheaper
over there plus, all of my family and friends are over there. I can have a great life and great
environment to study as well. I know studying here give me a better education and opportunity
in the future. Maybe I shouldn't come here in the first place. I don't know... I don't know what to
think anymore and what should I do.

y?? i dont know!

ok 1st thing 1st, i dont know what am i doing writing this post. I mean, I dont even know what to write. Im just... plain bored! Currently I'm staying at Zaiham's house. he just bought a house here in Perth. he's all alone because his wife is currently in Malaysia and she's planning to do her final semester in Metropolitan Coll, Subang. Being a guy who cant cook is kindda hard especially when your wife is apart from you. So here I am, living with him in his house with Mael trying to help him out with the cooking, plumbing and cleaning. Yeah I know, lots of stuff to do. What do u expect? It a new house. I dont mind staying here for a while helping out a friend. What are friends for huh? Anyway, 7 days from now I'll be off to brisbane for MACSA Games. whats that? I guess u gonna have to ask me personally. Im gonna be there for 4 days and I'm gonna be playing futsal and maybe bsketball. After that, Gold Coast for 5 days. Dream world, Movie world, Im gonna visit every single amusement park they have! After 5 days of non-stop fun, 3 days in melbourne. Shooping time I guess. I just cant wait to get my hands on that iphone 3g. I'm really looking foward to all of this. Hopefully things goes well. Im going to take my mind away from everyting! my past and our very own Malaysian government. These 2 things really pissed me off these days. plus, HOLLAND lost duh!!

Raja Petra's Fatal blow

STATUTORY DECLARATION

I, RAJA PETRA BIN RAJA KAMARUDIN (IC No: 500927-71-5257), a Malaysian citizen of legal age residing at No. 5, Jalan BRP 5/5, BuKit Rahman Putra, 47000 Sungai Buloh, Selangor Darul Ehsan, do solemnly and sincerely affirm and say as follows:-

1. I have been reliably informed that between about 10 p.m. on 19th October 2006 and early hours of the following day, the night Altantuya Shaariibuu was
Mudered three (3) other people were also present at the scene of the crime;


(a) Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor, wife of the Deputy Prime Minister of Malaysia,
Dato’ Seri Najib Tun Razak

(b) Acting Colonel Aziz Buyong (then Lt. Col.) a C4 expert

(c) Acting Colonel Aziz’s wife, Norhayati (one of Rosmah’s ADC)

2. My informer states that Acting Colonel Aziz Buyong was the person who placed
the C4 on various parts of Altantuya’s body while being witnessed by Datin
Seri Rosmah Mansor and Norhayati.

3. I make this Statutory Declaration because I have been reliably informed about
the involvement of these three people who have thus far not been implicated in
the murder nor called as witnesses by the prosecution in the on going trial at
the Shah Alam High Court. I also make this Statutory Declaration because I am
aware that it is a crime not to reveal evidence that may help the police in
its investigation of the crime.


4. I have further been reliably informed that Prime Minister, Dato Seri Abdullah
Ahmad Badawi has received a written report from the Military Intelligence
confirming what I have revealed above and that the report was subsequently
handed over to his son-in-law, Khairy Jamaluddin, for safe-keeping.

5. I have also been reliably informed that one of the Rulers has been briefed
about this matter and His Highness is fully aware of what I have revealed
above.

6. I have knowledge of who has informed me of this matter plus I have knowledge
of the Ruler who has been briefed and is aware of the matter but I have agreed
that I shall not reveal this information other than mention that the Prime
Minister and his son-in-law have been handed a written report confirming what
I have revealed.

7. The purpose of this Statutory Declaration is to urge all these parties who
have been duly informed and have knowledge of this matter to come forward to
reveal the truth so that the police are able to conduct a proper and thorough
investigation into the murder of Altantuya Shaariibuu.



And I make this solemn declaration conscientiously believing the same to be true and by virtue of the provisions of the Statutory Declaration Act, 1960.

SUBSCRIBED and SOLEMNLY DECLARED
by the abovenamed RAJA PETRA BIN RAJA KAMARUDIN
at Makhamah Tinggi Kuala Lumpur
this 18th day of June 2008
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This is very big. I have no idea which one it the truth. Lets just hope it will reveal soon. Im tired of all of the corruption in Malaysia. People are getting tired of the government. We want to know everyting. Where does our money goes. We want everything to be transparent.

Its burning!!!

This morning I cooked for Zaiham. He havent had any breakfast yet and he doent know how to cook. We cant go out that morning because there were some guy whos coming over to install the alarm system in Zaiham's new house. So I cooked for him. Unfortunately the hot boiling oil spilled all over my hand and its burning!! :( ouch!

kme's bday party

go with the flow

Sometime we need to stop analyzing the past,

Stop analyzing the future,

Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel,

Stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel,

Sometime we have to go with...

"What ever happens, happens"

merdeka!

just finished my last paper today. alhamdulillah, finals over. hopefully i did well in the exams. i really need to have a good rest. its been really hectic for this last for weeks. do pray for me k? thx :D

Once upon a time there was a bird who fell in love with a white rose. One day he (bird) proposed to her (white rose), but the white rose refused. White rose told the bird that she doesn't love him. The bird refuse to give up so the he came every single day and proposed to her. until one day she (white rose) said I will love you. when i turn red. One day bird came and cut his wings and spread his blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved her but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you.

cilok from a friends blog

kambate!

Its 1.30 am now and im still at uni even though we dont have class anymore. These past few days have been kindda gloomy. anyway, Im trying my best to focus on my exams. do wish me luck yeah? I miss Malaysia currently. Family, friends, and food. Im not coming back to Malaysia this coming holiday. that is the saddest part. But im going to Brisbane, Gold Coast the Melbourne. Hopefully It'll cheer me up. I would like to take opportunity to wish all of my friends good luck for your finals. All the best!

Comparison of Our Oil price with other OIL PRODUCING country

UAE RM 1.19/litre

Eygpt RM 1.03/litre

Bahrain RM 0.87/litre

Qatar RM 0.68/litre

Kuwait RM 0.67/litre

Saudi Arabia RM 0.38/litre

Iran RM 0.35/litre

Nigeria RM 0.32/litre

Turkmenistan RM0.25/litre

Venezuela RM 0.16/litre

MALAYSIA RM 2.70/litre -

lets sing ‘We are the champion’

hadis - iman menyebab utama masuk syurga

Hadis Abu Ayub al-Ansari r.a: Seorang lelaki kampung yang dalam keadaan musafir telah mengadap Rasulullah s.a.w, lalu dia memegang tali unta baginda. Kemudian lelaki tersebut berkata: Wahai Muhammad! Ceritakanlah kepadaku perkara yang boleh mendekatkanku kepada Syurga dan menjauhkanku dari Neraka. Rasulullah s.a.w tidak segera menjawab, sebaliknya baginda memandang ke arah para Sahabat sambil bersabda: Sesungguhnya dia adalah orang yang telah mendapat petunjuk. Kemudian baginda bertanya kepada lelaki tersebut: Apakah perkara yang engkau tanyakan tadi? Lelaki tersebut mengulangi pertanyaannya. Lalu Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: Engkau hendaklah mengabdikan diri kepada Allah, jangan menyekutukannya dengan sesuatu, dirikanlah sembahyang, keluarkanlah zakat dan pulihkanlah hubungan kekeluargaan. Sekarang lepaskanlah unta ini.

sooner or later..

Someone will come into my Life,
I know this.
Who will be...
How will be?
I don't know.
when will occur this secret?
I don't understand.
Still, I am awaiting...
looking for...
But Where?
I don't realize.
But I am sure,
Someone will come into my Life.

whats the fear in life

Liking and non-liking are what with what we do play in life, Families and buildingsare what in which we make investments in life, Good thoughts and thinkings are what most involve less in life, Tears and smiles are some with which we interact in life Mothers and fathers are those who we love in life Sons and daughters are those for whom we live in life, Technologies and progress are those we look up to in life, Yes and nos. are the words to make decisions in life, Neither and nor are the words we use frequently in lite, Wealth and money which we whim to earn in life, Honesty and integrity are those qualities which we love to adhere to in life, The forbidden fruits are those we wish to taste in life, Opportunities and chances are fhose we want to get in life, Creativity and discoveries are those - rare to people in life, Gone days and memories are those to cherish in life, Happenings and memories are those like jerks in life, Struggles and sorrow are those to overcome in life, The ticking of pendulum is, that reminds the age of our life, So many are the things to do in life - So why fear the fact - to step forward with each step towards the end of life?

Be strong!!!

I haven't been posting for a few days now. I've been busy with finals just around the corner plus, I have lots and lots of things in my mind right now. Too many problem in my life right now and not to mention how stressful I am because of finals. Talk about timing huh? Personal problem has been the main factor for me to become very stressful. I really need to get over my past in order to move on and live my life happily. I wish I have someone to talk about all this. I really hope I can handle all this. There is just too much stuff going on in my life right now. Its really hard to ignore all this and concentrate with my studies. But I'll try my best insyallah.

half man half tree

this video is about a man from Bandung who has a very rare skin decease. It is very scary. Allah je tau. The purpose of me posting this video is as a lesson to all of us that Allah is powerfull. Bukan untuk mengaibkan beliau. And so kita semua sentiasa ingat bahawa Allah maha Kuasa. Sama-sama lah kita doakan mereka agar selamat di dunia dan akhirat. Insyallah.

PART 1


PART 2


PART 3


PART 4


PART 5


PART 6

last week of uni.

This week is the final week for my uni, ECU. Really need to concentrate for the finals Insyallah. Then I'm off to Brisbane , Gold Coast and maybe Sydney. Just got my assessment result for my physics of motion lab report. 74% Alhamdulillah. Hopefully I'll do well for the finals Insyallah. Pray for me.

P. Pinang haramkan Islam hadhari

Pulau Pinang akan mengikut jejak Selangor yang melarang sebarang bentuk program mempromosikan Islam hadhari, tafsiran agama yang dikembangkan sejak Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi menjadi perdana menteri.

"Negeri (Pulau Pinang) akan mengambil tindakan yang sama dalam masa terdekat," kata timbalan ketua menteri Mohammad Fairus Khairuddin kepada Malaysiakini hari ini.

Tarikh pelaksanaannya bagaimanapun tidak dinyatakan.

Hassan: S'gor haramkan Islam hadhari

Kerajaan Selangor telah mengarahkan pengharaman sebarang program untuk menyebarkan Islam hadhari, tafsiran agama yang dikembangkan sejak Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi menjadi perdana menteri.Pengerusi jawatankuasa hal ehwal agama negeri Datuk Dr. Hassan Mohamed Ali berkata, semua masjid dan surau diarah tidak lagi dibenarkan mengadakan program yang menyentuh konsep Islam yang diperkenal sejak empat tahun lalu, lapor laman web Utusan Malaysia."Kita haramkan Islam hadhari di Selangor ini kerana Islam yang kita amalkan dulu dan hari ini tidak berubah dan sudah cukup. "Oleh yang demikian, kita mahu sandarkan ajaran Islam sebenar untuk memerintah Selangor ini dan bukannya Islam Hadhari," beliau dipetik sebagai berkata pada sesi penggulungan sidang Dewan Undangan Negeri (DUN hari ini.

source : malaysiakini

kawan yg penyanyang

[03:23] Luq Starkiller™: aku nak masak kek ah
[03:23] Luq Starkiller™: pastu send kat kawan2 kat luar negara
[03:23] Luq Starkiller™: just one small cupcake for each
[03:23] acap- home mode: haaa sila2
[03:23] acap- home mode: aku galakkan
[03:24] Luq Starkiller™: dengan mesej "cupcake ni sama saiz ngan otak korang. ngahahaha"
[03:24] Luq Starkiller™: gila kejam
[03:24] Luq Starkiller™: hahahah
[03:24] acap- home mode: hahahah

Lying to forget

This lies become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I her him
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

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Moving on is simple its what u leave behind that makes it so difficult

Political crisis in UMNO Club of Western Australia.

There have been a crisis is this club. Come on guys, stop it. Umno is meant for "perjuangan melayu" bukan membelah2 kan org2 melayu especially kat negara orang ni. Lets meet and talk. we'll figure something out right?

interviewed by NST

I was interviewed by the NST yesterday at my campus. There were 2 other Malaysian students as well. I was the only malay and male student who were interviewed. There were two people from the press. one of them is from NST and the other one is from The Star and HELP institute. Afther that, I took them to the city for a dinner. We had a really long talk about Australia, Malaysia and of course, politics. So guys, do remember to buy NST every sunday till there is an article about me in the education section. >.<

no joy for lina.

Lina Joy’s long wait for her conversion to Christianity to be recognised by law is over - the Federal Court ruled today that she remains a Muslim and her religious status will not be removed from her identity card. Delivering the judgment to a packed gallery this morning in Putrajaya, Chief Justice Ahmad Fairuz Sheikh Abdul Halim ruled that jurisdiction remains with the Syariah court. The chief justice stated that he concurred with the majority decision - Justice Alauddin Mohd Sheriff who was the last to read his judgment agreed with Ahmad Fairuz's findings.Justice Richard Malanjun gave a dissenting judgment.A large section of the 300-strong crowd waiting outside recited the tahlil or read the Quran while waiting for the decision.When the news reached them, they shouted Allahuakbar - their reaction resounded through the Palace of Justice.

phase shifter

library IEEE;
use IEEE.STD_LOGIC_1164.ALL;
use IEEE.STD_LOGIC_ARITH.ALL;
use IEEE.STD_LOGIC_UNSIGNED.ALL;

entity shift_reg is
Port ( CLK : in STD_LOGIC;
RES : in STD_LOGIC;
SER_IN : in STD_LOGIC;
PAR_OUT : out STD_LOGIC_VECTOR (9 downto 0));
end shift_reg;

architecture Behavioral of shift_reg is

signal temp_reg : std_logic_vector(9 downto 0);

begin


process (CLK)
begin
if RES = '0' then
temp_reg <= (others => '0');
elsif rising_edge(CLK) then
for i in 0 to 8 loop
temp_reg(i+1) <= temp_reg(i);
end loop;
temp_reg(0) <= SER_IN;
end if;
end process;

PAR_OUT <= temp_reg;

end Behavioral;

Karpal gets death threat, live bullet

KUALA LUMPUR: Bukit Gelugor MP Karpal Singh received an envelope with a death threat and a live bullet enclosed on Tuesday afternoon.

The death threat and bullet, sent in a yellow envelope. It read:

Kau jangan cuba mempersoalkan kuasa raja-raja melayu

Kalau kau tak berhenti!!!! peluru ini akan melekat pada kepala dahi kau

Ingat kau Bengali! Jangan lupa!!!!

Ini adalah amaran pertama....

Great power comes great responsibility.

UCWA's (UMNO Club of Western Australia)Annual General Meeting was held today. Taking place at UWA (University o Western Australia. I was nominated as one of the EXCO member. I have new responsibility now. Not just as a student but as an EXCO member of UCWA. Lisz told me its a good thing. It will help me to take my mind off things Insyallah. I hope things will be better in the future. After all, I have my own GREAT personal adviser all the way from Galway, Ireland who will always got my back :D

home home

Hello again, in this post i would like to share with you all pictures of my place in perth.


"living room"



"SOME of my shoe. lol"



"stairs"



"bathroom"



"car"



"front yard"




"kitchen"

free flight!

AirAsia offers free seats for KL-Perth (updated)

KUALA LUMPUR: From midnight Thursday, 5,000 free seats will be available for the Perth-Kuala Lumpur flights via AirAsia X.

The free seats up for grabs are for the travel period between Nov 2 and April 30, 2009.

AirAsia X director Datuk Tony Fernandes said the offer was only available for booking on Friday and Saturday and it was in conjunction with the launch of the long haul budget airline's new direct service from KL to Perth, Western Australia.

"From midnight today, you can try to get free seats to Perth. I've already received 27 SMSes from Malaysians and Australians in Perth asking what time they can start booking," he told reporters Thursday after the launch of the long haul destination to Perth here.

He said the average fare to Perth would be under RM400 including fuel surcharge and the return fare for business class seats was about RM2,000.

"Many people have been asking when we are going to Perth. It has the largest Malaysian student population and Malaysians and Singaporeans living there. Our dream of turning Malaysia into a hub for people flying around South-East Asia destinations is also becoming a reality."

Perth is the airline's third international destination following its launch to Hangzhou, China in February this year with five return flights per week and to Gold Coast Australia in November last year with four return flights.

AirAsia X will offer six return flights per week between Perth and KL, and is already planning to increase the flights to daily return flights by March 2009. The airline’s new wide-bodied Airbus A330 aircraft will service the route.

To date, AirAsia X has carried over 50,000 guests between Gold Coast and Kuala Lumpur, and 30,000 between Hangzhou.

While I was away...

ajom just sent you a nudge.

ajom says:
heloo

ajom says:
its okay

ajom says:
erin tau

ajom says:
korg tk de kt umh

ajom says:
but

ajom says:
saje je

ajom says:
boring
ajom says:
ammmmmmm

ajom says:
tkpelh

ajom says:
bile

ajom says:
erin chat lh gn sesiape

ajom says:
bukn sbb rindu ok byeee








"Erin (front) with family"

WHAT IF....

What if Allah couldn't take the time to bless us today because we couldn't take the time to thank Him yesterday..?

What if Allah decided to stop leading us tomorrow because we didn't follow Him today..?

What if we never saw another flower bloom because we grumbled whenever Allah sent the rain..?

What if Allah didn't walk with us today because we failed to recognize it as His day..?

What if Allah took away His message because we failed to listen to messanger..?

What if the door of the mosque was closed because we didn't open the door of our heart..?

What if Allah stop loving and caring for us because we failed to love and care for others..?

What if Allah would not hear us today because we would not listen to Him..?

What if Allah answered our prayers the way we answer His call..?

What if Allah mets our needs the way we give our lives..?

Debate with a 10 yrs old Erin

acap says:
haa lelaki rajin

ajom says:
so

ajom says:
exuse me sir

ajom says:
who

ajom says:
is the first one

ajom says:
who cleans the

ajom says:
house

ajom says:
everytime

acap says:
kat rumah abg acap ni lelaki je

ajom says:
you guys came

ajom says:
me

ajom says:
so you have to know

ajom says:
you all only know

ajom says:
toooooo

ajom says:
play football

acap says:
hahahaha

acap says:
noo

ajom says:
while the girls

ajom says:
do dishes

acap says:
since when guys only know how to play football

ajom says:
that is unfair

ajom says:
you know

acap says:
eleh mcm la erin kemas rumah

ajom says:
haaa

ajom says:
helo

ajom says:
im

ajom says:
im the one

ajom says:
who cleans the house

ajom says:
if kk fatin tk de

ajom says:
if dia ade

ajom says:
we do it together

ajom says:
what your point

ajom says:
anyway

ajom just sent you a nudge.

ajom says:
am i talking all by myself

acap says:
whats the nudge for?

acap says:
no ure not

acap says:
im listening

"Dinner of the year" - Mael

"This is D' Dinner of the Year" describe Mael about the food we had last night. we cook all the seafood that we bought last Saturday. Chili crabs, chili mussels, seafood tomyam, deep fried squid and fishes! Siapa kata org bujang x boleh masak power2??

Market Place

I went to the market yesterday. It was raining and freezing that morning. There were lots of people but the weird thing is, most of them are Asians. I rarely seen any Australian. Because of my first time, I find it really hard to buy the fishes. Most of them looks really weird and I never seen them before. So I just bought some mussels, crabs, squids and a few normal looking-fish. hahaha

Patience, Lisz-san

I know that you have been very stressful studying for your exams. And you have been very moody for the past few days. So this one is for you Lisz, may this article guide you to be a better person. :)





"O ye who believe! seek help with patient perseverance and prayer; for Allah is with those who patiently persevere" (2:153)

We are constantly faced with trials and tribulations. These could include death of a close person, family or marriage problems, stress from work or exams etc.. In order to pass these trials successfully we need patience. Patience is one of the obligations of Islam and is considered half of Imaan. Allah the Exalted says in the Quran:

"And seek ((Allah)'s) help with patient perseverance and prayer" (2:45)

When you are faced with trials and hardships you should handle it with optimism and be patient, because in being patient you will stay firm to the truth and rely on Allah to help you. He is the best supporter and helper. Anas (R.A) reported that: The Messenger of Allah (PBUH) said, "When Allah intends good for His slave, He punishes him in this world, but when He intends an evil for His slave, He does not hasten to take him to task but calls him to account on the Day of Resurrection.'' [At-Tirmidhi]. This shows that a trial is also a blessing to man because his sins are forgiven in proportion to the trials he has to face and his reward is increased with the Will of Allah. Thus, a Muslim should always be patient and contented in the event of trial because without these qualities he will not have the privilege associated with them.

Abu Sa`id and Abu Hurairah (R.A) reported that the Prophet (PBUH) said: "Never a believer is stricken with a discomfort, an illness, an anxiety, a grief or mental worry or even the pricking of a thorn but Allah will expiate his sins on account of his patience". [Al-Bukhari and Muslim]. This shows Allah’s Grace and Mercy for Muslims. He turns the hardships and troubles He suffers into a means of expiation of his sins. But this is only possible if he’s patient. However, if he starts wailing instead of showing patience then he would be deprived of the reward he would gain if he’d been patient and instead may even take the burden of additional sins.

May Allah keep us patient at times of hardship, Keep my intentions pure and clear me of Hypocrisy. Ameen



"please let me be the happiest girl in the world Mr. Couger"

sad but true

FROM SYAM:

Syam™ says:
aku 3 tahun pun takleh nak get over

Syam™ says:
dont hope for it. just work around it

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FROM HAMZAH

Hamzah says:
there you go

Hamzah says:
then the next time you think about her will be even longer apart

Hamzah says:
or less

Hamzah says:
but then one day you'll think about her and it won't hurt as much

Hamzah says:
then it won't hurt at all

acap says:
hopefully

Hamzah says:
but you'll never stop being pissed about it as long as you're alone

Hamzah says:
because you won't have moved on

Hamzah says:
like right now? i'm in love with aalia and i'm happy. i can think about the women i've loved before this that didn't work out without kicking myself about it

Hamzah says:
because i have something now that i wouldn't have had if i was with any of them

Hamzah says:
so i don't feel rugi
Hamzah says:

get me?

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maybe they are right. Should I do something about it?

hamster powered pc

This is a conversation between me and my cousin who's studying in russia.

Asyraf Adlan: internet x pernah offline
Asyraf Adlan: pc ni dah sebulan x tutup
ainniah .: ayok
ainniah .: xpnah off pc?
ainniah .: xmeletup ke?
ainniah .: plg kurg pn...xberasap ke
Asyraf Adlan: haha xpe
Asyraf Adlan: asyraf build sendiri pc ni
ainniah .: ?
ainniah .: hihihi
Asyraf Adlan: beli part by part
Asyraf Adlan: pasang sendiri
Asyraf Adlan: kira custom made la
ainniah .: waaa
ainniah .: hebat!
Asyraf Adlan: buat cooling system betul2
Asyraf Adlan: make sure takkan panas
ainniah .: nti buat utk knyh satu ek
Asyraf Adlan: boleh2
ainniah .: ade x yg xyh gune letrik?
Asyraf Adlan: lagi murah daripada beli terus
Asyraf Adlan: hahaha
ainniah .: xyh byr bil
Asyraf Adlan: ade2
ainniah .: haha
Asyraf Adlan: pakai hamster
Asyraf Adlan: lari2 kat dalam
ainniah .: serious??
Asyraf Adlan: pusing dynamo
Asyraf Adlan: mana ade!
ainniah .: gune hamster je?
Asyraf Adlan: hahaha
Asyraf Adlan: main2 je la
ainniah .: klo hamster x lari2?
ainniah .: xde leh jln la?
Asyraf Adlan: hahahaha
Asyraf Adlan: pukul dia suruh lari
Asyraf Adlan: main2 je la knyah
Asyraf Adlan: mana ade
ainniah .: haha
ainniah .: ha knyh mne tau
ainniah .: asyaf tipu pon knyh caye
ainniah .: haha
Asyraf Adlan: takkan la pakai hamster
Asyraf Adlan: kesian hamster tuh
Asyraf Adlan: xpe2 knyah study medic
Asyraf Adlan: ni kena letak dekat blog ni
Asyraf Adlan: mesti best
ainniah .: wei kuang asam
ainniah .: jgn letak name xpe
ainniah .: letak name siap kamu
ainniah .: keh3
Asyraf Adlan: nak jugak!!!
Asyraf Adlan: bagi sumer cousins baca

List of bands that im going to see this semester.

1. avenged sevenfold - 12/5/2008
2. atreyu - 12/5/2008
3. bullet for my valentine - 12/5/2008
4. children of bodom - 30/6/2008
5. panic at the disco - 24/5/2008
6. i kill the prom queen - 1/6/2008
7. joe satriani - 8/7/2008

HAHAHAHA CONFIRM POKAI

tiger lily

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go
i'll never let go
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i..., i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

Dream Girl

I'm tired of writing emotional stuff. Lets talk about something fun. Everybody has their own preference when it comes to finding someone special in your life. Well, below is my list.

1. melayu plus ciri2 wanita melayu.

2. urban but decent.

3. adorable >.<

4. soft spoken.

5. beriman.


6. unique and sweet personality

7. knows how to dress well but not in a sexy kind of way

8. smart and well educated.

9. manja

10. have a good relationship with her family

11. fair

12. slim but eat alot at the same time.

14. love music

15. dosen't have to be drop-dead gorgeous as long as we look cute together.

16. someone who will love me no matter what happen.

17. someone who is attracted to me not just because of my looks (mcm hensem sgt je)

Restless

Didn't slept well last night. Ever since that incident, I cant stop thinking about it. Ah! I really hate this! Am I really that helpless? This blog has turned into some kind of a emotional thingy. I don't like this. I want to be happy and write something fun so that my friends know that I'm doing well. I'll try me best Insyallah. "Please get over it" Lisz told me. She said please. I really feel bad right now. I'll try my best to get over this Insyallah.

Just when u thought that u're ok...

Its been over a year. After all these days, studying aboard, new life, I have been trying really hard to be strong. Trying so hard not to think much about the past. My best friends have been really helpful trying really hard to make me happy. Luq, Syam, Azwan, Izrin and Lisz.. thanks guys! You Guys are the best! Not to mention the others that has been helping me as well. But there is some part of me that just couldn't get over the past. I really thought that I'm moving on. well, thats what i thought. But I'm trying really hard seriously. The problem is that there are times when I just couldn't avoid myself from thinking about it, the past. I really hate it when this happen. I know that I shouldn't but i really cant help it. Its happening right now arghhh!! I just don't know what to do. I'm really helpless. "I know how you feels. But still man, ini semua adalah takdir tuhan" says Luq. Thanks man. Its true. God has plan for all of us. This is all just a test in our life. I really need to try harder I guess, insyallah. My mum has been really helpful as well. What would I do without her. Like I've said, I'm really helpless. I really need help. I know that I'm not suppose to write about this but I just feel like it. But still, Just like Lisz's and Luq's advice. This all part of my life. A test that I should face In order to become a stronger and hopefully a better person in the future insyallah. I should study harder and show the world that I could be happy too. And maybe, Allah has a better plan for me insyallah.

xc3s100 keyboard encoder using vhdl.

library IEEE;
use IEEE.STD_LOGIC_1164.ALL;
use IEEE.STD_LOGIC_ARITH.ALL;
use IEEE.STD_LOGIC_UNSIGNED.ALL;

entity encoder is
Port ( CLK : in STD_LOGIC;
RES : in STD_LOGIC;
C_OUT : out STD_LOGIC_vector(9 downto 0));

end encoder;

architecture Behavioral of encoder is
signal SI_OUT : std_logic_vector(9 downto 0);
begin
process (CLK, RES)
begin
if (RES = '0') then

SI_OUT <= "0000000001";

elsif rising_edge(CLK) then

SI_OUT(1) <= SI_OUT(0);
SI_OUT(2) <= SI_OUT(1);
SI_OUT(3) <= SI_OUT(2);
SI_OUT(4) <= SI_OUT(3);
SI_OUT(5) <= SI_OUT(4);
SI_OUT(6) <= SI_OUT(5);
SI_OUT(7) <= SI_OUT(6);
SI_OUT(8) <= SI_OUT(7);
SI_OUT(9) <= SI_OUT(8);
SI_OUT(0) <= SI_OUT(9);
C_OUT <= SI_OUT;end if;

end process;
end Behavioral;



-----sorry im in the lab right now. i wanted to save this file but i didnt bring my thumb drive. so i put it here. just ignore it.

close enough

I saw her first
in the words
she wrote
I saw her next
in the words
she spoke
So many miles
so far apart
but close enough
that she touched my heart...

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

One of the self inflicted stereotypes in some Islamic cultures is that depression and sadness equate to piety. You see practising people always tinted blue, never smiling, as though they shoulder the burdens of the whole world. But, who said happiness ciolates ALLAH's commands?

"Say (O Muhammad): Who has forbidden the beautiful gifts of ALLAH which He has produced for His servants, and the things, clean and pure which He has provided for sustenance? Say: They are, in the life of this world for those who have faith, and solely for them on the Day of Judgement. Thus do We explain the signs in detail for the benefit of those who like to know?" 7:32

Asceticism often means the negation of art and beauty, it has no necessary sanctity attached to it. The beautiful and good things of life are really meant for, and should be the privilage of those with faith in ALLAH. If they do not always have them in this life....let us remember that this is a test from The Creator. In the life to come the joys will be purely for the faithful.

Islam recognizes the importance of celebrations and happiness in people's lives. While expecting the ultimate reward in the Hereafter, a believer is not required to deny himself/herself the opportunity of enjoying in this life. Islam does not expect people to deprive themselves of the lawful pleasures of life. A Muslim should know how to strike a balance between devotional acts of worship and worldly pleasures.

Feeling joy and showing happiness and delight are essential elements of Eid. That is why scholars stated that showing happiness in Eid is a religious ritual. The Prophet (PBUH) encouraged the Muslim community to manifest happiness on this day. Beyond Eid, the Prophet (PBUH) was known to practise humor with His companions, and oftern wrestle with them. He would socialise with his wives for joy, and play with children (mostly His daughter Fatima and grandsons, Hasan and Husain). What makes one wonder is the act of those who overlook this Prophetic guidance and try to destroy this joy and spoil Eid’s cheerful spirit. In fact, some ascetics and worshipers did so in the past out of good intention.

This gloomy spirit is echoed today by some sincere people who are used to turning Eids into occasions of lamenting the Ummah’s shortcomings and tragedies, and mourning over the lost glories. Sadness and gloominess will never be the remedy for our tragedies. The remedy needs more than that. It needs reflection and wise thinking, as well as courageous self-criticism and assessment. Rejecting the manifestations of joy, extinguishing every smile and succumbing to sadness and grief have nothing to do with liberating even and-span of land, satisfying a hungry person, or answering any call for help.

The best guidance is that of the Prophet (PBUH), who used to seek refuge in ALLAH from worry and sorrow. He was always an optimistic, smiling man. We need to infuse the Ummah with this hopeful spirit. Eid is a ray that dispels the darks engulfing our souls and the despair strangling our hearts. So let hope find its way into our souls. The life-span of Islam is far longer than ours; its horizons are far wider than our countries; the calamities afflicting us are not unchangeable fate. We should not be hasty and impatient. ALLAH’s laws in running the universe cannot be altered according to the humans’ whims or wishes.

However, we must not shrug our responsibilities towards our selves, families and community off our shoulders. The key is to strike the balance: while keeping the concerns of the world at heart, our spirit must remain hopeful, cheereful and optimistic. Again, gloom and despair never changed reality! When struck by calamity or depression, let’s look at the bright side and appreciate the favours ALLAH has bestowed on us. A desperate soul overwhelmed by fears and blinded by a gloomy view can never be helpful in rectifying our situation. After all, we should remember that ALLAH is always awaiting our calls to answer; and that He Almighty is the Greatest.May ALLAH fill our lives with happiness, and all mankind! Ameen.